Saturday, November 27, 2004

ask me why GOD loves me?
i don't know.
but he changed my life
when he became everything to me. (:
he is the love that turned my life around.

i love that song. TOOTlulu- sent it to me. they sang it last night at thanksgiving dinner. she found it real meaningful so she send it. and i found it meaningful too! couldn't make out the lyrics when i heard the song but when i read the lyrics. it just seemed so true. its like real inspiring. real NICE! love it love it! (:

God IS more than a story and more than a page of history. he
definately is more than that! (: life is fragile. and you need someone to be
your source of strength. God will be the one! (: he's the one who turned my life
around! so rejoice in the LORD today! (: don't you just love him! i just DO! (:
after i heard the song. i felt real good. (: AMEN to the lord! (:


had hearts meeting today. was late. but most of us were late cause of the major traffic jams on saturdays. oh well. had a pretty good session today! although me, TOOTlulu and johanna missed half of the session. went to spotlight at plaza sing to buy stuff for the props. yupps. and im supposed to find some sounds. gonna be pretty busy this holiday. sigh. but gotta keep my commitments. it's my responsibility. it's all for spreading the word! (: oh well. we had some disagreements at spotlight. ugh. i jsu cant stand that girl! can she just stop being such an annoyment?! she totally spoilt my mood. me and TOOT were asking what they were doing and whether we could do anything she was like "oh! its none of your buisness." like what the hell!? oh well. rudolf is funny! lols. yeah his name is rudolf. not a nickname by the way. hahas. yeah.

gonna miss another session of worship tomorrow. having AMAZING RACE! (: yays. we're gonan end up at safra again. so most likely we'll end up near east coast again. yupps. gotta get going to do my project. eeps. toodles!
oh and a special note to TOOT! (:

TOOT;
miss toot! i love you a great deal! (:
enjoyed myself so much today!
i know its stupid to say this NOW.
BUT,
you're the BESTEST friend anyone can find! (:
god bless! (: LOVE YOU!

{ tear my heart open }
6:21 pm


I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life
when He became

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more
I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see
that he is

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything to me

And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me.

{ tear my heart open }
11:27 am

Friday, November 26, 2004

i feel so shit up!
i just don't get it.
when is it going to stop?
i'm not some rolly polly to be pushed around.
maybe i just don't know myself.
my brain is in such a turmoil.
i don't know what to think anymore.
what happened?
i don't get it.
i need to get out..
scream yell whatever.
i need to find my confident.
alone? lost? confuse?
give me a word that expresses all 3.
sick and tired of school.
i need a holiday.
just to get away from here. sigh.
get away from everything.
maybe i should find GOD.
prayers. it'll help.
can't put up with all these shit going on
all by myself.

{ tear my heart open }
11:46 pm

Saturday, November 20, 2004

God's Love over Lonliness!
went out with laura and samuel.
and we ALL were wearing yellow!
lols. and me and laura were wearing
the EXACT same shoes!
so TYCO-ED! (:
went to tamp mall.
took neo-prints again.
was darn cute!!
i liked it! hahas!
darn funnie.
although we totally didnt understand
a word it was tryin to say. oops.
went to the church later.
man cool church!
BUT the music was TOO freaking loud!
had to shout just to talk to laura.
and the guy who lead worship today
was trying to make it like a rock concert.
thumbs down!
but the preacher was kinda good.
but he talked like he was gonna cry.
liked the message.
God's gonna be there
even though you are alone.
WOE TO ME! -giggles
((unconditional love))
GOD LOVES ME! (:
lols. on the whole.
not bad! (:
saw calvin AND joel there too.
didn't expect joel.
met abigail and kimberly too! (:
hmm. went to lauras cell.
to eat pizza. lols.
nice people! (:
went back with laura and joel.
hahas. home now. nothing much to say.
toodles.
AMEN! (:

{ tear my heart open }
8:55 pm


oh oli oh oli
-shakes head.
why why why?!
sobs. oh well.
taufik BETTER WIN!
stupid slyvester sim!
hmpff-
anyway i found out i sleep better at home.
no place like my own! (:
hees.

{ tear my heart open }
10:51 am

Friday, November 19, 2004

SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!
SLY SUCKS!!!


-goes on a strike-
hrumpff ):


{ tear my heart open }
9:04 pm


im backk! (: okay. maybe not in such a happy mood. ):
this week has kinda been shit. and i mean SHIT
was kinda bad mood the whole week.
bleah. anyway it was an eventful week.
monday had a million talks
tuesday we have an amazing race
which was sooo boring!
why? cause we had to sell pens
but it was quite fun. had some laughter (:
wednesday had talks again
thurdays was fun! (:
although i didn't like my WOW project.
ughh~ im stuck with CHINESE!!!
noooooo. and nelson too. sigh-
doing DEEJAY but ITS IN CHINESE!
darn it. oh well.
had the award's night auditions.
was cool! (:
binsar ROCKS! hees.
today we went to the asian civilisation museum!
ohh its so niceee! (:
i thought it would be boring but its so niceee!
really interesting!!!
yupps. had lunch out.
was grouped with joanne so we ate lunch together.
and we found out how fatty macdonalds is!!!!
the mcspicy double i ate had 22g of fat! ugh-
im never touching macdonalds every again other than to eat ice cream. (:
and the person who served us was so darn slow! my goodness.
tskkkk.

hmm. training this week was KILLER!
except today! (:
i think i strained myself over training today.
sigh- careless me!
horrible horrible.
i feel a strain on my back thigh and arms.
shucks. oh well.
hope i'll recover by this weekend.
tmr no piano lesson! (:
might be going to laura's and samuel's church.
yeahh. ponning Hearts production meeting??
oops- naughty me.
hmm. singapore idol!
I HOPE SLY'S OUTT!!
smile.

oh and. AMEN!! (: sammies sstaying till jan!
YAY

{ tear my heart open }
7:47 pm

Monday, November 15, 2004

I FOUND MY DRESS! x)
-grins
lalalaa.
went to town to get one
a black dress.
hahas. all i need is a shawl now
ughhs-
back to school now!
YAYBOO!
(:

{ tear my heart open }
7:00 pm


got back from training!. heex. dad sent me to school. and only gail me nessa stefan and matthew came for training. NESSA IS A GOOD GIRL! x) she's the only non-jumper who came. lols. oh well~ now i'm home after training. going to town soon! get my dress! arghh~ hahas. hope i find a really REALLY NICE ONE! -squeals. sigh* its back to school today! ahhhh. i wanna stay home for hols. heex. guess i gotta go! BYEE! (:

{ tear my heart open }
1:24 pm


LORD.
put your healing hands upon shalyn.

poor shalyn!
she's in hospital now!
she fell down in pulau ubin
and shes has like lots of cuts!
real bad ones
so they send her to the hospital.
poor girl.
shes in ICU.
heard that her liver ruptured??
eeps.
people keep her in your prayers!
recover soon girl!
God is with you! (:

{ tear my heart open }
1:03 am

Sunday, November 14, 2004

run to you
changed my blog picture again. lols!
went to church.was late
BUT youth services hasnt started yet
(: heehees today sarah lead.
her first time!-applauses
girl you did really well!!
sang nice songs.
i love I Will Run to You
great song! (x
had the talk and it was on eggs!
-grins
didn't really understand what eetou was trying to imply though.
oh well,
we did the thing to try and prevent your egg from cracking
by throwing it up in the air
and letting it drop
our egg didn't crack!
-yay!but it dropped out. oops
had heart production meeting today.
was cool! (:
laughed at hilarious stuff!
like.. the relationship scene with joshua and kexin
-grins
holding hands~
hahas.
went out wib miss cutie TOOT lulu! (:
was supposed to watch taxi
but we missed the timing!
sighh~
went to swensons!
we shared a chicken bake rice and a banana split!
heex. diet!! kekes.
went to isetan to look for a dress
saw nice ones!
but i didnt buy them
): nevermind.
HAD FUN! (:
toodles! (:
i miss rashkapal and babushka! ):

{ tear my heart open }
5:41 pm

Saturday, November 13, 2004

i came back from heaven.

i just came back from a place called heaven. -sigh oh gosh. cant believe i'm back in singapore. anyway. first day woke up early and left the house for KL. took a loOoOoOoOng drive! woOo~ slept like 1/4 the journey and bufed my nails for the ramaining 3/4. hahas! lucky i brought them or i'll have absolutely NOTHING to do! (: so we reach the hotel. checked in and i went shopping!! x) omg! the mall was HUGE! nowonder it was called MEGAmall! when you enter you would have thought so small. it looked the size of heartland mall. BUT that was only 1 side of the mall! there were 4 sides!! it was OMGGG~ shopped like hell in 1 day! spend about 200RM. was cheap!! and NICE! x) happie happie! heex. went to chinatown walked abit saw all the imitations. lols! it was nice too! junhao bought his adidas jacket. lols. cheap. went back to the room and 4 of us played daidee till 1am. lols.

woke up the next day. had breakfast which was alright. went to KLCC to shop! and OMG! IT WAS HUMUNGOBUNGO! it was 3 times bigger than megamall! rocked! but i didnt buy anything. shopped for alvina. hahas! now she has nice clothes!! (: yupps yupps. than we took a cab to sungei wang. oh goodness there was a jam there. and it took us 30min to get there. lols. all of us slept in the cab. later we walked to time square! I LOVE TIME SQUARE!! gosh. they had an indoor amuesment park. sat the roller coaster 2 times! man it twists you upside down 3 times! goshhh~ i screamed and closed my eyes the whole ride. HAHAHAS! but screaming felt GOOOD~ lols. than sat the bumper cars and soem thing that goes up and down and twists you around! than had thuis funnie thing. u all sit in sumthing. and it goes round and round and round. and later u'll start to fly to the side! LOLS! me and alvina sat 3 rounds. LOLS! she practically flew off! was so hilarious! we were screaming and laughing at the same time. lols. had a million fun! (x

yupps. today had breakfast. cleared upa nd pack up and headed for jb. long ride man! hhahas. we played daidee in the car again. dajie was on the losing streak. lols! pengss~ looOoOoOooOoOng ride again. then cam eto jb. makan dinner! YUMMM~ was goood dinner! heex. gettin FAT! bleahh. then there was a HUGE jam! goshhh~ took so long to reach home. but nbm IM HOME! heex.

enjoyed my hol so so so much! didnt regret it at all. -grins k guess nothing much to write?? except i missed out on class outing and trak dance practice! ): oh welll~ guess i gotta go! toodles! (:

{ tear my heart open }
10:56 pm

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Kuala Lumpur here i come! (x

im going KL tmr! which means leaving the house at 530am in the morning just to avoid the 2hour long traffic jams on the causeway. SIGH* oh well, its all for a good cause which is spending my holiday with my family. Just hope i won't regret going there??? hahas. if i wasnt going i would have:

Thursday- celebrated deepavali with the girls and practice the dance at dipna's house
Friday- have training in the morning than go meet the class and find dress for award night and have dinner at swensons with them
Saturday- have piano lesson than go for church fair and go to twinniex and daddiex church.

this week was nice. although i had sucky tests! arghhh- hate math test, chinese test and test for track. math i passed. but not a good pass. got a B3 on the dot i think. since its 64.5. hahas. sighh~ chinese i should pass i think. but i didnt do 2 questions. but i should pass. couldn't be bothered. lols! bad naughty me! yeah. the track testings sucks! i'm so so SO not doing as well as i should. argh! my ankles totally bailed out on me! darn them. and my hamstring was so tight i couldn't run properly. sucks. oh well. its over guess i can't regret anything.

now i have to start going for long runs. my injuries are all NOT fully recovered! bleah. nevermind. it will recover one day! it MUST! (: oh yeah. stefan is SO DARN GOOD! he didnt train as much as us and he's STILL the best jumper. ohh gawddds~ he's my aspiration!! hahas. guess there's nothing much for me to say ow. so yeah toodles! see ya people in 2 days! (:

{ tear my heart open }
9:15 pm

Sunday, November 07, 2004

helloing! i'm so freaking bored and since christmas is coming i decided to use a christmas theme thingy! (: yay~! hahahas. went to church today. nothing much happened ths week. hahas. just oding character traits that God hates. but we had a pretty good bible study session! hahas. oh this month i'm gonna be busy busy busy!


11-13th nov- going malaysia JB + KL
13th nov- church christmas fair
26th nov- having thanksgiving dinner at some nice place with the youth group. semi-formal! shyte- hahas.
28th nov- having amazing race with the sec 1+2 gals and guys in church! -squeals
2nd dec- champions night! (: weeeee~
25th dec- CHRISTMAS DAY! (: and trip to pontian(?) with Hearts group.


fun fun fun! heex. cant wait! yepps. i want my hols!!! sighhhh~ hahas. oh well. just gonna enjoy the last remainding 4weeks of school! -grins. toodles people! jingle bells to all of you!! HO HO HO~

{ tear my heart open }
6:01 pm

Saturday, November 06, 2004

retrospective view

okae. i am so so so happy today! (: -humungobungo grin hees. went out with the girls today. met at paya lebar mrt. thought i was late but i wasnt! (: cause everyone was late as well. wahhas. -points and laugh. kidding girls. we went to the budget shop and BOOM we went crazie!! we were ripping of the skirts and tops at the racks! just trying to find a skirt to fit us! -grins me and balpreet bought the same skirt just that hers was black with white polka dots and mine was white with black polka dots. man this is so so so fun!! (: den bal bought a blouse to go with it. i'm still finding mine. hahas. oh well. fate will bring me to my shirt! yupps yupps. then we made a huge mess in the shop. and the auntie got so darn pissed off at us. but we were pissed off at them too! oh well~

when we were done me, val, sophie went to mac to munch for a while then we went to orchard to find tops and shoes. went to topshop but nothing nice. fooled around alittle. hahas! then we walked to far east plaza. so nice! they found their perfect top! lols. took so long to find them. and they waited for the shop to open and found they tops. lols. hilarious. then we went lookin for shoes. sophie found hers. pointy shoes. hahas. was nice! den me and val went to the shop opposite while sophie paid for her shoes. and i found my perfect shoes!! -grins matches my skirt so well. hahas! polka dotted again! same way. and its rounded top. so retro! :) fun fun fun! we shopped till like 7! man. i spent 50bucks on shoes and skirt. i just need a top.

took a cab back later. man the uncle was so funny!! x) he was calling the cars bullshit! cause of some traffic rules. hahas! later he was talkin to himself. then de radio was talkin bout 4D and he was talking to himself about it. quite a weird uncle. lols. oh wells. nevermind. i had lotsa fun today. nothing can change my mood! (:

{ tear my heart open }
10:04 pm


solids liquids or strips
hit the BLACK ball


-laughs hystarically- oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh. i am so so hyped up! -squeals hahahs! oh well. this week was de best week of my life. hahas. (( not counting the rain and de gross training we had. pfftt- )) we've been practicing for our performance night! (: WE GO TOGETHER like ramma lamma lamma ka dinga da dinga dong xD i love it! oh man. it really brought our track team together! -applauses yupps. its gonna rock de house down! hahas. okae enoughh bout it. bahh.

gonna have math test chinese test and jump test next week! ahhh~ but the good thing is we only have 3 days of school next week! (: dad said maybe we're going to JB and KL from thurs to sat. yepps.

oh shall talk about POOL PLAYING yesterdae! red and white is gonna remind me of what a dumb and blur person i am! xP oh and lets recalled MELISSA WONG YAN JIE's quote of the day! "solids liquids or strips!" -sniggers *say thankyou that your name is in my blog mel :) * back to the WONDERFUL HILARIOUS part of mine. i was play with desmond and mel was playing with jason(national youth player) and on the table left a red stripped ball and black ball. it was my turn to shoot. and i was actually playing stripped. and at that moment i forgot what i was playing and they ALL told me to aim for the black ball. and there i go aiming for the black ball! oh gosh. so paiseh. =X desmond started laughing. jason was sniggering and grinning like HELL and he ran to the curtains to hide and laugh at me! and MEL she fell onto the floor laughing the hell of her head off!!! *kabish* oh wells. -smiles sweetly. how nice of me to make everyone laugh. hahas

played daytona before that with mel. hahas! she won de first game! den i won the second by like an inch! lols. so fun! x) okae guess thats was enough for yesterday. going out to meet the rest of the girls later! we going mass shopping! x) weEe~ toodles! (:

{ tear my heart open }
11:35 am

{ HOLLABACK GIRL }

CHERYL :D
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{ ANGEL OF MUSIC }

Scars - Papa Roach

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